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Monday, April 18, 2011

i really dont know what happen to me .

1st of all, oke .. begini . sejak masuk form 5 ni, ak tlmpau sensitif . ntahh knpa ! sptutnyaa ak lbh kuat . but, i dono wht the hell is going on me. smpai ak jd mcm ni .

no wake up call ! huhu . i need a wake up call plaseeee =.="

SPM ? JUST AROUND THE CORNER . meansss --> ndak lama lg laaaa !

tp, ak .. sbg one of SPM 2011 candidates, masih lg tidak merasa bahangnya .

" ehh salah, bkan x rsa, cma blum melakukan sesuatu lg ." that's it ! i knw wht exactly happen to me . but i dont know where the hell is my action supposed to be . tu laa masalahnya dgn ak ni skrg . byk sda org bg ak nasihat . abahh especially , kesiann abah .

dia yg jd risau sbb tau ak mcm ni .

ayyo ~

npa laa ak ni jd bgni ni aa ?

sdh laa ndk bg "somethng" utk parents, menyusahkn dorg lg .

p/s : abah & ibu, i'm sorry :(

td, bru jak dpt paper akaun, huhu ~ oke2 laa. average mark for someone yg teda bljr and buat revision last minute. i assumed tht was okee la . maybe, klu study awal2x andd got preparation early, blh dpt 100 % jgk baa tu. 68 % tu akan pupus jgk tu :) hehekk !

owhh yaa, mw crta somethng . TAJUK CERITA NI , " AKAUNTAN BERTAULIAH YANG KEHILANGAN DOKUMEN-DOKUMENNYA "

mcm bgni baa, sebagai memenuhi keperluan SPM bg matapljrn prinsip akaun, kmi diminta spya menyiapkn stu projek . ( cewahhhh .. pnyaa skema ayatku ni )

oke, last year lg pnya projek baa ni, tp memandangkn ak bru ambik akaun this year . so, no wonder laa kn ak kna rush2x buat bnda tuh .

alkisahhh~~ so, projek akaun tuhh ak mmg sdh buat awal2x time cti bln 3 tuhh . pnya smgt ak buat . abahhh tolong lg . STRESS berabiss la buat bnda tuhh .

just imagine, i have to settle 40 documents for tht project . blm trmsuk akaun, lejer, penyata pndptn etc ..

HAPPY laa sda ak ni kn, sbb hnya bbrpa org SAHAJA termasuk ak yg sda siap . tinggal print seja ak pkir time tuhh . sbb time blk cuti tuhh, ak ndk smpat print ba sbb print buat HAL .

TIBA-TIBA, last week ba, ak blk bermalam tmpat mckku , siap buat surat lg ni, mw kasi siap projek SEM dgn print tuhh akaun knun . so, blh ak ak FOKUS study .

alasan blk bermlm : MENYIAPKAN PROJEK SEM & MENCETAK PROJEK AKAUN .

memangg munasabah & sematt laa ak pnya alasan . tp, it's true ! itu mmg btl2x tujuan ku . bkn suka2x ak mw blk aa . oke, stop with tht !

continue with the story, last day ak d rmh tu, bru ak print la . sbb 2 days before tu, ak buat SEM . coz i thought, bnda tggl print . last laa ak buat, kn ?

then, oke . ak mw print laa ni . semngatnya ak mw print bnda tuh . smngat berabiss ak mw kasi tgk Sir Nas tuhh ak pnya projek ..

tapiiiiiiiiiiii, time ak bkak folder mw print tuh file ..

ak tgk halimunan sdaa tuhh file .

mcm mw pngsn sda ak time tuhh . HANCUR jokk semangat2x ku td . apalagi, dgn serta merta baa paip dii mataku BOCOR .

then, i text my dad . i told him about tht.

my dad call me and ask me how was it. i dono wht to say . .

i cried and cried . i told my dad, i dono why and where the hell is that the file .

then, ak tnya laa my dad klu ada copy tuh bnda dlm laptopnya.( sbb ak buat projek tuhh di laptopnya ). my dad ckp, " oke, just give me ur email, klu ada . abah send nnt "

MALANGNYA , tiada yaaaa ! mmg UJIAN laa time tuhh .

then abah did called me aftr tht, asked me . " so, how was tht ?" again, mcm ada renjatan elektrik seja baa sama ak .

i replied, " i dono . with all the projects i got . i dono, wether i can do it or not "

then, my dad start to motivate me again. yeapp ! that's dad . always motivate me and give me advice klu ada apa2x . even teda apa2x pn, he always give me his advice . TANPA JEMU . i just keep silent, then suddenly .. my dad said,' oke ! just give me the question , let me do it for u. klu perlu, esok abahhntr utk kakak "

time ni bru ak sedar owhh . pnya laa penangis ak ni . lemah ! bru ujian klecik mcm bgtu pn ndk kuat. sdh laa ndk bg A+ utk abah and ibu, MENYUSAHKAN dorg lg ak . stupid, rite ?

cma ak seja ni yg KEPALAK BATU . DEGIL . teda kesedaran lg owhh . " sh*t ! berubahh la wei, NURSYAFIQAH HAZIRA !!!"

oke-oke~ sdhhh! lps tuhh, ak menangis seja laa. petang tu jgk, mak inang hntr ak blk maktab . sepanjang dlm prjlnn tuh, ak thn seja owhh air mata ni . ndk mw laa menangis dpn mak inang .

keluar seja ak dri krta, apa lg, truss !!

ak blk dorm, dgn mata merah, hidung berair dan sbgnya .

smua tnya ak, knpa kw ?

ak menangis seja. ndk blh ak crta sma durg . ak nmpk syahmin, ak peluk dia pstu ak nangis seja . then ak bgtw dia . dia pn motivate ak . thankss syahmin :)